It’s strange being a writer at times. Your writing depends so much on emotion. The thing is emotion is ever-changing–much like a river. The question that stands is: How to you harness the power of that river in order to produce something that will allow a reader to care. If I write to fast, I worry about the quality of my writing. If I write to slow, I worry about the changing emotion (of me) changing the state of the writing even when that is not what I want.
There is a reason depression and writing are forever bound. For one, those who suffer from depression seems to have a more poetic view of their world. Aside from that, the depressed mind is constant. If you allow yourself to fall into depression, you need not worry about the changing state of your writing. The question you are left with is: Can you sacrifice your life for your writing. When writing becomes your life, the question is simple to answer.
For my readers: A poem.
Questions Deep in a Cavern
I go on regular hikes in the mountains behind my house. I have found a beautiful waterfall where I’ve started to write. I went there to write about a something very specific. The idea merged with my surrounding and formed my favorite poem to date.