I miss you too, dear
Every emotional ounce
Wells up when you speak
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8 Days Out
The list of things to do until I leave for 27 months of Peace Corps duty is dwindling. I already accomplished four things this morning. This afternoon is full of shopping to finish off my packing list. I’m getting so close to being fully ready to leave for Morocco. Wish me luck. It still feels like I have so much more to do. At least that is helping me not focus on the stress of leaving so many people behind.
Today comes the final batch of poems from 2004. These are some of the best poems I wrote during my teenage years. I hope you enjoy. Make sure to read Darkened Eyes. My poetry finally stopped being sappy and became angry. It’s worth it.
Haiku #6
A New Year is here
No one to kiss at midnight
A single peck, please?
Haiku #5
Guns are the answer?
Then what is the question?
Your rights or their life?
Haiku #4
The countdown begins
Slowly saying my goodbyes
I’ll miss you the most
Haiku #3
The snow is falling
On virgin snow, I leave mine
Waiting for the crunch
Haiku #2
Alone in the cold
Imagining you are here
Such a painful bliss
Merry Christmas
It’s been a great Christmas. With dozens of family members here last night, the evening went by in a blur. I received the most amazing gift from the most beautiful girl I’ve met. A large leather-bound journal for my travels. It is something I will cherish in my time away. I am so happy to have people in my life who understand me so. I love each and every one of you.
I started off today by watching Les Miserables with my parents. It’s pretty much a tradition in my family. We have gone to many Broadway shows in New York over the years…but nothing could beat out Les Mis. The story is so powerful. Love. Heartbreak. Revolution. Inequality. I do wish to read Victor Hugo’s novel some day. Maybe while I am in Morocco. I have a long list of books to read. With twenty days left until I leave, my list of things left to do is dwindling. It is enough to keep me busy. I will be in Morocco soon enough. As those around me always like to remind me–my time in Morocco will be over soon enough as well. Hopefully my lovely lady will be there when that time comes.
I can only hope.
Here is a new batch of poems my nearly a decade ago:
Living Wills & Other Difficult Questions
I’m spending most of my days learning Arabic and going through hundreds of pages of manuals for the Peace Corps. I am trying to do as much as I can right now so I can take a couple days off and truly kick back and enjoy myself for Christmas. It seems to be going pretty well. I believe I just finished the last of the readings. Now I just have a checklist and lots of language preparations left.
There are a lot of interesting questions that have cropped up. Cross-cultural understanding. Universal rights. A lot of these questions I will encounter once I make the move to Morocco in 23 days. The big question right now is a living will. I am leaving one behind with my parents. We’ve talked about it before, but I understand the need to put it all in writing. It’s strange thinking through the multiplicity of way you could find yourself in a end-of-life situation. Moreover, I’m a little surprised at my own beliefs …and how little I would want to be kept alive artificially.
Here are today’s poems. Enjoy:
Overdose of Peace Corps
I read through all the documents in my Peace Corps packet again. With 39 days until I leave, it seems necessary to figure out as much as I can. I sent an email to my director. I got a response this morning that my Peace Corps Passport has already been issued and will be waiting for me at the staging even on January 14th. I should get more information on the staging event before Christmas…but from what I’ve read, it looks like it may be in Philadelphia.
Over the next 39 days, my time will be divided up between learning Arabic, reading, writing, and hanging out with friends and family. Oh, and watching the Denver Broncos kick some ass. As a result, I will be updating new stuff sporadically based on what I am doing each day. I will, however, continue uploading old pieces for you daily. I really like the one for today. I hope you do too: