Sorry for disappearing for the past couple weeks. I’ve been figuring out life now that the crazy summer schedule is done. It’s hard to get used to how little there work there is everyday. I’ve found myself wishing I had more to do everyday. Well…maybe I will do more writing. I’m slowing finding things to work on, but in the meantime, I have plenty of story ideas and poems that have been piling up inside my mind. I have been working on one piece of Flash Fiction the past couple days. Here it is. I hope you like it.
I just spent two hours remodeling my website. It is now ready to explore. As I update with more writing over the next few weeks, the earlier years will begin to fill up with content Until then, the content from 2012 is full enough to keep you busy. Here is the link. Let me know what you think about the new website.
For the first time in quite awhile, I am writing again with a great level of consistency. Along with this comes the concern of disclosing what I am writing. It’s difficult to talk about what you are writing about without losing the excitement. So, in the meantime, I think I am going to work on re-organizing the website so that it can include older works.
I started writing 9 years ago–at the age of 14. It started with romantic poetry. It developed into flash fiction. That quickly turned into short stories. By the time I was 20, I had written my first novel. The thing is, I don’t have many of my older writings here. They may not be as good, but I love the idea of presenting them as a way of seeing my progress. I will likely start updating them this evening.
It will take awhile. In the meantime, check out an old Sci-Fi Short story. A recent discussion with a lovely girl reminded me of it. I think you will love it.
This past week has been different on such a level that I have a hard time understanding how I got here. The shooting in Aurora underlined a lot…but there was so much more. The coming realization that my closest friend is leaving the state in a month. Worries about my mother, my grandmother, and my dog. Trying to write something entirely new. I think I may have strained my brain.
Today I revamped the website. It should not be much easy to get around and find what you are looking for. I also updated my About Me section so that you can contact me or find me elsewhere on the internet. Let me know what you think. I will likely have more free time in the evening. Expect a late update of a memory, political, or flash fiction piece (I haven’t quite decided yet).
I’ve been at a bit of a standstill the last two or three weeks. I’ve been writing memories, yes, but I do not have an overall project. I hate not having a project to work on. Although I love writing memories, poems, and flash fiction, they often feel like filler. I like have a big project going at all times–whether it is the editing or writing of a large piece or novel. Now that “The Stagner Chronicle” is in the late editing stages, I need something new.
I found that something yesterday. I started writing as a reaction to events that occurred yesterday. A few hours passed and I realized I couldn’t stop writing. My word count is already at 4,000 and I am showing no signs of slowing down. Due to the nature of what I am writing about, I cannot share the subject matter. To be perfectly honest, it may not even be okay to share the final product. It doesn’t matter. I still need to write it.
A lot is changing in my life. There’s only one problem. Many of these changes won’t take place until January. I need to fill the gap between then and now. I’ve though of a lot of different ideas–from traveling to working. In the end, the best idea I can come across is to immerse myself in my writing. So I created a list of writing goals I want to accomplish over the next 200 days or so. Here they are:
- Finish Editing my fourth novel
- Do final editing on Stitch [Novel Three]
- Do final editing on The Saints [Novel Two]
- Do final editing on The Fire Saviors [Novel One]
- Write a fifth novel
- Do final editing on fifth novel
- Compile a collection of 50-100 poems
- Do final editing on Poem Collection
- Compile short Stories/Flash Fiction
- Do final editing on Story collection
- Join Every Writing Club in Northern Colorado/Go to them
- Finish Memory Challenge
- Do final editing on memory challenge
- If money allows, print one set of books “Before Peace Corp Writing”
- The Fire Saviors [Novel One]
- The Saints [Novel Two]
- Stitch [Novel Three
- Novel Four
- Novel Five
- Poetry Collection
- Story Collection
- Memory Challenge
I meant to start the “50 Day memory Challenge” yesterday. I ended up editing way too much instead…then life got in the way. Today will be different. I’m back in my hometown today to babysit my nieces while my sister goes to class. When I am down here, I have a long list of things I need to get done: reading, editing, memories, and fix up a poem. That’ll take at least a good two hours. I’m ready for it.
I feel like I haven’t been creative in too long. I kinda want to just write a random flash fiction piece. I might do that. There really is something to the idea of always having that creative outlet open. I fear that if I don’t keep using it, it won’t get better. That’s why I love having this website. It forces me to write because I have an audience. That’s all the the encouragement I needed to get back on track. I hope I don’t slip off this wagon anytime soon.
God I’m Tired,
Today has been a strange day to say the least. I am busily working on my novel. I have constructed 13,000 words over the past eight days and only seem to be speeding up. I hope to be done with the rough draft before the end of May. Because of this, I am spending less time working on content that I will be able to upload.
Instead, I decided I would share some of my values and influences. The video above is about anti-consumerism or minimalism. I have been greatest influenced by videos and books with this message over the last several years. If you have never read “The Gospel According to Larry,” please read it. I have moved from more than 1,000 possessions to less than 550 over the past few months. It is a freeing expereince.
“The more you own, the more it owns you.”
Also, I attended a poetry critique yesterday. I hope to update over the week ahead with new poetry using some of the tactics I learned at this meeting. I feel like it is one area of writing that I have not practiced all that much. Hopefully I will build my craft over time.
I finished writing yesterday with a total of 4,800 words done on my new novel. So far today, I am at 8,300 words. I haven’t had a burst of imagination like this in years. With the plan of keeping the novel in the 70,000-80,000 word area, I am already more that 10% of the way done–and I started working on April 8th.
It’s nice. The more I practice at writing, the easier it is for it to burst out of me. One of my more annoying problems with older novels is that they took too long to write. This is more than just a nuisance. So much changes take place in one’s life over long periods of times. Those changes can affect the tone of the writing without meaning to. By writing quickly, the novel will contain the same voice and I will be able to control when the tone changes.
Even after this mini-vacation is done on Saturday, I will continue to write like there is no tomorrow. I live in such a way that I can give myself a few hours each day to write. I want to give this project my full attention. If I am able to finish it in a short period of time (two months or so) and keep it in the necessary word length, this could simeltaneously be the best and most publishable piece of work yet.
The Reading Log and Blog section of the website have been updated. I’ll try to update with something new tomorrow. Until then…I’m going to aim for 10,000 words by the time my coffee shop closes.
I’ve started working on what could possibly be a new novel. It feels good to be immersed in a project once again. I’ve already pushed 1,500 words into it. There are a lot of things that I will be practicing with piece. I’ll keep you updated on its progress. In the meantime, a new flash fiction.
Writing about Alzheimer’s has entered the mainstream over the past decade. It’s a difficult subject for more reasons than the obvious. Since it’s nearly impossible for those suffering from the disease to document their experience, I cannot help but wonder.